April brings a lot of Joy and Happiness into my life and those of my family members. Of course there is Spring and the blossoming plants and flowers - but we also celebrate many family members birthdays who we love so much. On Easter we will be celebrating not only Christ's resurrection but also my sister's birthday as she was born on 20 April. I will also have celebrations for my husband, my son, my brother and my daughter as they were also born in April - so as you can see, we are very blessed. However, right now I want to say some things about my 'beautiful' sister and my "loving Mom."
Karen is my 'rock'. Always has been. She has been more than just a 'baby' sister - she has always acted like my 'older - more wiser sister'. I have always felt a little 'sheltered' by her and I love her for that because I've also been a little bit too trusting growing up. She has always been there for me - no matter what the situation and most recently has gotten me through a 'rough spot'. She has talked endlessly to me so that I can sort things through and try to begin to understand why a 'friend' that I had since I was 5 years old would suddenly tell me she no longer wanted to be a part of my life.
I also want to thank my mother who I know I have upset by talking to her late into the night trying to understand what I did to lose such a good friend. I have been asking - what is wrong with me. I feel such a lose that it is sometimes overwhelming and I need my Mom to tell me everything will be okay again.
I suddenly realize that the truth is "it is FAMILY who will ALWAYS be there for you - NO MATTER WHAT". Family will be joyous for you when you achieve something you've worked for, family will be there when things aren't going quite so wonderful and you are hurting and need a shoulder to cry on. Family is with you - ALWAYS". It dawns on me that maybe - just maybe - I didn't do anything wrong and I just have to let this chapter of my life END.
For all your love, support and understanding and 'unconditional love' Karen and Mom - Thank you. I love you so much.
As Always, Terrie
